Wednesday, February 25, 2026

What If Christianity Has Been Hiding the Greatest Secret All Along — That We Live Inside the Mind of God

 When I first encountered the statement from the Kybalion that “The All is Mind; the Universe is Mental,” I did not read it as a denial of Christianity but as a philosophical key that unlocks dimensions of the faith often overlooked by literalist traditions. My own journey through scripture, early Christian philosophy, Hermetic writings, and modern consciousness studies has gradually led me to see this principle not as a foreign intrusion but as a logical conclusion emerging from multiple streams of spiritual insight. I am not claiming absolute proof — metaphysical realities rarely submit themselves to laboratory certainty — but I do believe the cumulative weight of reason, theology, and experience points toward a universe grounded in consciousness.

The Kybalion’s opening axiom suggests that reality is fundamentally mental, meaning that what we perceive as material is not ultimate but derivative. When I compare this with the Gospel of John’s Logos theology, I find a striking resonance. John does not begin with matter but with Logos — Word, Reason, or Divine Intelligence — through which all things were made. If creation arises through Logos rather than brute substance, then existence itself bears the imprint of thought or consciousness. This does not reduce God to a mere mind in the human sense; rather, it elevates mind to a cosmic principle rooted in divine awareness. Augustine’s concept of eternal ideas existing within the divine intellect reinforces this trajectory. He argued that truths are not invented by human beings but discovered because they already exist in God’s knowing. To me, this suggests that the universe is sustained within divine cognition, much like a living expression within the mind of the Creator.

My research into Greek philosophy only deepened this impression. The ancient concept of nous, the ordering intelligence of the cosmos, was not an alien intrusion into Christianity but a philosophical vocabulary early theologians used to articulate the mystery of God. When Paul speaks in Acts 17 of humanity living and moving and having its being in the divine, I hear more than poetic language; I hear an ontological claim that our existence unfolds within a greater field of consciousness. The Hermetic principle “as above, so below,” which I have often reflected upon, also points toward a universe structured by correspondence between mind and manifestation. If human consciousness can imagine, interpret, and reshape experience, then perhaps this reflects — on a finite level — the greater creative consciousness from which all things emerge.

Modern science, surprisingly, does not necessarily contradict this view. While materialism has long dominated Western thought, contemporary discussions around observer participation, quantum probability, and the role of perception in reality hint at a universe where mind and matter are deeply intertwined. Thinkers exploring idealism suggest that what we call physical reality may be the outward expression of a deeper informational or experiential substrate. For me, this aligns with both Hermetic philosophy and the mystical strains of Christianity that emphasize awakening from forgetfulness rather than escaping a fallen material prison. If consciousness is foundational, then incarnation becomes not a mistake but a meaningful participation in the unfolding of divine experience.

My own esoteric Christian perspective integrates these insights with the life and teachings of Jesus. I do not see Christ as merely a divine exception but as a revelation of humanity’s shared participation in the Logos. The Gospel of Truth speaks of awakening from ignorance, and Paul’s language about the mind of Christ suggests a transformation of perception rather than the imposition of external righteousness. When I consider the Kybalion’s statement through this lens, I hear an echo of a deeper Christian metaphysic: the universe is not an abandoned machine but a living expression within divine consciousness, and we are fragments or reflections of that consciousness learning to remember our origin.

Critics may argue that this approach blurs the distinction between Creator and creation, yet I find that panentheism — the idea that all things exist within God without exhausting God — preserves both transcendence and intimacy. The All exceeds the universe, yet the universe unfolds within the All. This view harmonizes with my belief that reality is a unified continuum where materiality and spirit are poles of the same underlying reality. It also aligns with the Hermetic planes of manifestation, which I see not as separate realms but as gradations of experience within one infinite field.

Ultimately, the logical conclusion I draw is not that the Kybalion replaces Christianity, but that it provides a philosophical language that complements a more mystical reading of the tradition. From the Logos of John to the divine ideas of Augustine, from Hermetic correspondence to modern consciousness studies, a pattern emerges: reality behaves as if it is grounded in awareness. We live within a cosmos that responds to meaning, intention, and perception — qualities more akin to mind than to inert matter. While this does not offer mathematical proof, it presents a coherent and compelling synthesis that bridges ancient wisdom with contemporary inquiry.

For me, embracing the idea that the universe is mental does not diminish the sacred; it amplifies it. It suggests that every experience participates in a greater field of divine awareness, that love and compassion resonate because they align with the deepest structure of reality, and that awakening is less about escaping the world and more about recognizing the divine consciousness that permeates it. In this sense, the Kybalion’s principle becomes not an abstract metaphysical claim but a lived spiritual insight — a reminder that we exist within the infinite Mind of the All, learning, evolving, and remembering who we truly are.

Saturday, February 7, 2026

The Biggest Lie We Were Told: That Science and God Are Enemies

For most of my life, I have refused to accept the idea that science and spirituality belong to two separate worlds. That division never made sense to me. It always felt artificial—like a line drawn in sand that reality itself keeps washing away. The deeper I’ve gone into scripture, philosophy, metaphysics, and modern science, the clearer it has become to me that what we call “science” and what we call “spirituality” are not rivals. They are two poles of the same Reality. Two languages describing the same Mystery from different angles.

When I first encountered the Hermetica, I was struck by how ancient thinkers already understood this unity. “As above, so below” is not poetry. It is metaphysics. It is a statement about correspondence, about continuity between realms. The spiritual is not somewhere “else.” It is expressed here. The material is not separate from the divine. It is one of its modes. This same insight later appears in Neo-Platonism, where the One flows into Mind, and Mind into Soul, and Soul into the world. Nothing is cut off. Everything is participation.

Philo of Alexandria bridged Hebrew Scripture and Greek philosophy in much the same way. He understood Logos not merely as “word,” but as divine Reason, divine Pattern, divine Intelligence expressing itself through creation. When I read Philo alongside John’s Gospel, I see the same vision unfolding. “In the beginning was the Logos.” That is not just theology. That is cosmology. It is saying that Reality itself is grounded in Meaning, Intelligence, and Consciousness. Creation is not random chaos. It is structured expression.

John’s Gospel never presents Jesus as merely a moral teacher. John presents Christ as the living interface between the unseen and the seen. “The Word became flesh.” That is the ultimate statement of unity between spirit and matter. Not separation. Not escape. Incarnation. Embodiment. Participation.

And then Paul reinforces this from another angle. He tells us plainly that “the things which are seen were not made of things which are visible.” Hebrews echoes this: “By faith we understand that the worlds were framed by the word of God, so that what is seen was not made out of what is visible.” In modern language, that is saying: physical reality emerges from an invisible foundation. Paul and Hebrews were not naïve mystics. They were pointing to something fundamental—that matter is not ultimate. Form is not first. The visible flows from the invisible.

Today, science is slowly rediscovering this truth.

Donald Hoffman’s work challenges the assumption that evolution selected us to see reality as it is. He argues that consciousness does not arise from matter, but that matter arises within consciousness. What we experience is an interface, not ultimate reality. We see icons on a screen, not the circuitry beneath. That resonates deeply with me. Scripture has been saying this for two thousand years: “We walk by faith, not by sight.” Faith, in Paul’s sense, is not blind belief. It is trust in the unseen structure beneath appearances.

Bernardo Kastrup takes this even further, arguing for analytic idealism—that mind is fundamental, and matter is derivative. Consciousness is not something that happens in brains. Brains happen in consciousness. That may sound radical to materialists, but it aligns perfectly with mystical Christianity, Hermetic thought, and Platonic philosophy. It also aligns with my own lived experience of spiritual awareness.

Federico Faggin, the inventor of the microprocessor, reached similar conclusions through physics and engineering. After helping build the digital world, he realized that consciousness cannot be reduced to computation. Information requires awareness. Meaning requires mind. Technology itself led him back to metaphysics.

What strikes me is this: people coming from religion, philosophy, neuroscience, physics, and engineering are converging on the same insight. Reality is not dead. It is alive. It is conscious. It is participatory.

This is why I cannot accept the old conflict model between science and faith. That model assumes science studies “facts” and spirituality deals with “feelings.” But that is false. Science studies patterns in experience. Spirituality studies the depth of experience itself. One maps appearances. The other explores essence. Both are necessary.

Materialism tells us that consciousness is an accident of chemistry. Scripture tells us that consciousness is foundational. Hermeticism says mind precedes matter. Platonism says forms precede objects. John says Logos precedes flesh. Paul says the invisible precedes the visible. Modern idealism says mind precedes physics. They are all saying the same thing in different dialects.

In my own journey, I have come to see that science is the study of God’s patterns, and spirituality is the study of God’s presence. Science asks, “How does this work?” Spirituality asks, “Why does it exist?” and “Who am I within it?” When they are separated, science becomes cold and reductionistic, and spirituality becomes superstitious. When they are united, both become wisdom.

I also believe that the reason this unity has been lost in modern Christianity is because theology became obsessed with legalism, guilt, and metaphysical separation. Instead of seeing creation as participation in God, it turned it into a courtroom drama. Instead of seeing salvation as awakening and transformation, it turned it into a transaction. That distortion broke the bridge between spirit and world.

But Jesus never taught separation. He taught union. “I and the Father are one.” “The kingdom is within you.” “Abide in me.” These are not legal metaphors. They are metaphysical statements. They point to shared being.

For me, science is humanity learning how the divine expresses itself in form. Spirituality is humanity remembering that we are participants in that expression. One is outward exploration. The other is inward realization. Together, they form a complete path.

We are not trapped in matter, trying to escape to heaven. We are consciousness learning itself through matter. We are the invisible becoming visible, and the visible awakening to the invisible.

That is why I say science and spirituality are poles of the same Reality. One moves from form to source. The other moves from source to form. One measures. The other contemplates. One builds technology. The other builds wisdom.

And when they finally meet again—fully, humbly, and honestly—I believe we will rediscover what the ancients, the mystics, and even the apostles already knew:

Reality is One.
Consciousness is primary.
Love is its highest expression.
And we are here to remember who we really are.

 

Friday, January 16, 2026

Reality By the Numbers: A Jesus follower looks at numerology

I did not come to numerology looking for something to replace Jesus. I came to it the same way I have come to most things on my spiritual journey—by paying attention. By noticing patterns that refused to go away. By asking why certain structures repeat themselves across nature, scripture, consciousness, and lived experience. And most of all, by refusing to believe that God, who is infinite, could only speak through one narrow religious vocabulary.

Numerology, at its core, is not fortune-telling. It is not superstition. It is not an attempt to manipulate reality. It is an attempt to listen to structure. To recognize that creation is ordered, patterned, rhythmic, and intelligible. Scripture itself testifies to this long before modern science ever did. “You have ordered all things by measure and number and weight.” That is not New Age language. That is biblical language.

If reality were chaotic at its foundation, numbers would be meaningless. But reality is not chaotic. It is coherent. It is lawful. It is relational. And numbers are simply the language we use to describe those relationships. When I say numerology makes sense, I am not claiming that numbers are magical objects floating in the universe. I am saying that number reflects order, and order reflects intention. And intention points toward Mind.

God does not create randomly. God creates meaningfully. And meaning always has structure.

From the beginning, the biblical story is numeric. Creation unfolds in rhythm—days, cycles, repetitions. Covenants are marked by numbers. Israel is structured numerically. Jesus chooses twelve. Revelation is saturated with symbolic number. These numbers are not there to satisfy curiosity; they are there to communicate pattern. Number, in scripture, is not trivia. It is theology expressed structurally rather than propositionally.

This makes sense if God is Logos.

If the Logos is the divine ordering principle through which all things come into being, then creation itself must be intelligible. Not merely poetic, but structured. Not merely emotional, but patterned. Logos is not just spoken Word; it is rational coherence. It is meaning made manifest. It is the architecture of reality.

When I say Christ is the Logos, I am not saying Jesus came to cancel structure. I am saying he came to reveal it from within. Jesus did not oppose order; he opposed lifeless religion. He did not dismantle meaning; he restored it to love. He did not reject the law; he fulfilled it by embodying its intent rather than enforcing its letter.

Numerology, rightly understood, is not about control. It is about recognition.

It is recognizing that just as music is governed by ratios, harmony, and frequency, so human experience unfolds within patterned expressions of being. No one thinks music dishonors God because it obeys mathematical ratios. On the contrary, music reveals beauty precisely because it is ordered. Numerology is closer to music theory than it is to magic. It listens for resonance. It pays attention to themes. It notices recurring motifs.

And if consciousness is fundamental—as I believe it is—then experience itself will reflect pattern. Consciousness does not express randomly; it expresses meaningfully. Each life becomes a particular expression of the infinite. That expression, like a musical phrase, has a shape.

Numbers do not determine us. They describe us.

This is where many Christians get nervous. They assume that acknowledging structure undermines freedom, or that pattern negates grace. But grace does not abolish structure; it redeems it. Grace does not erase identity; it awakens it. Grace does not flatten creation into sameness; it honors diversity without hierarchy.

If God delights in diversity, then why would it trouble us that lives unfold differently? Why would it offend faith to say that people express the divine through different emphases—leadership, compassion, contemplation, creativity, service? We already say this when we talk about spiritual gifts. Numerology simply approaches the same truth through symbolic mathematics rather than ecclesiastical language.

And here is the key point: numerology does not replace discernment; it invites it. It does not tell me what to do; it helps me understand how I tend to be. It does not override the Spirit; it gives me language to recognize how the Spirit already moves within me.

As a follower of Jesus, my authority is not a system. It is love. If something leads me toward greater compassion, humility, self-awareness, and freedom from fear, I do not dismiss it simply because it did not come with an ecclesiastical stamp. Jesus himself refused that logic.

What matters is fruit.

Numerology has helped me see myself more honestly, not more proudly. It has helped me understand my tendencies, my blind spots, my strengths, and my growth edges. It has not told me who to worship. It has not asked for my allegiance. It has simply mirrored patterns I already lived but did not yet have language for.

That is not idolatry. That is insight.

The fear that numerology competes with God assumes a fragile God. I do not believe in a fragile God. I believe in a God whose truth is vast enough to appear in many forms without being threatened by them. A God who speaks through nature, through reason, through pattern, through symbol, through silence. A God who does not panic when humans notice how creation is ordered.

Jesus did not come to narrow our vision. He came to awaken it.

When I engage numerology, I do so prayerfully, humbly, and non-absolutistically. I do not let numbers define my worth or dictate my choices. I let them illuminate tendencies so I can live more consciously, love more generously, and participate more fully in the life of God.

That is not divination. That is discernment.

And ultimately, numerology makes sense because reality makes sense. Because creation is intelligible. Because Logos precedes language. Because God is not chaos but living order. And because Jesus did not come to sever us from the structure of creation, but to reconcile us to its meaning.

If all things were made through the Logos, then paying attention to the patterns of creation is not rebellion—it is reverence.

And if love remains the measure, then nothing that deepens understanding, compassion, and humility stands outside the way of Christ.

 

What If Christianity Has Been Hiding the Greatest Secret All Along — That We Live Inside the Mind of God

 When I first encountered the statement from the Kybalion that “The All is Mind; the Universe is Mental,” I did not read it as a denial of C...